self sabotage
why would we choose to do something that derails our alignment?
well, many a times,
we don't chose it,
it's simply happening.
we have made an agreement
that we are not worthy of....
x y or z
these run deep
and getting to know ourselves
is the only way we can see
what we truly and deeply believe.
it is a truthful and complete unraveling,
from seeing the harm-full habits,
their roots,
accepting them
and finding the willingness to change the depth.
we harm ourselves
we have agreed that we are rooted in the pain;.
it is our returning place,
it fulfills an idea we have embedded in our being.
the sabotaging behavior is only a manifestation
of some deeply rooted belief.
when we truthfully ask,
we will receive.
the answer is always clear
and many a times it makes perfect sense.
it does not mean that we will not be sad.
this is part of the revelation.
realizing we have built the walls that entrap us.
what we see is what we get.
and what we get can always be changed.
we are worth it all.
every level of our existence deserves to know this.
let us be a messenger of truth & fulfillment
let it be known
and grown.