who we really are

we are constantly trying to figure this out, or we have settled for a perceived idea and work to defend it..

what i knew as being "who i am" were only ever perceived reflections and it left me directionless. i was so controlled by the way i was perceived in life, and i made choices based off pleasing these ideas.

in life, we seem to take on responsibility for things that truly have nothing to do with our free will. i have seen how my skewed sense of responsibility led me to taking on baggage that had nothing to do with my choices. this starts as children, for we are clueless to this world we have stepped into, so therefore we will mesh to the life we have been given.

it is not easy, but it is so ever refreshing: taking account of what you feel a sense of responsibility for in your life.

who we really are isn't the dictator of anyone else's life. who we really are doesn't mess up anyone else's paths. we have been conditioned away from seeing the true light of our existence.

we aren't really anything. and that's the significance of "you are not what you think about"

i made such a separation between who i really am and who i am perceived as. hiding behind an image. to move through this consciously is a crazy experience, for i see the adjustments i made to myself, with the goal of ensuring comfortability and satisfaction to anyone else. to please an idea. with no regard for the way i was being.

i am so grateful for the place i am in, for the wisdom i have tapped into. i am learning how to truly and fully love myself, and that has expanded my capacity to spread love in the world. with no fear of being hurt.

you are the universe's dream. like yeahhhhh what!!! mhmhmmmm

xxxooxxoxo abundant love

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