shayna shares a story
today i am bringing together the current position i am in as i reflect on my life.
i am going to share some main ideas i have been valuing and express how these have come together smoothly in my life.
Thank you for reading <3
gratitude: the appreciation for everything, a seemingly flawless connection of desire and currency in the present moment.
trust: the ability to release the grasp on control and find peace in the flow of the universe, being reflected through self, experience, people, and relationships.
acceptance: a deep comfort in whatever may come. a form a bravery, a release of want.
non-attachment: independence and a way of looking at life as an endless gift, alive in the present in all walks of life.
self-preservation: taking action in the name of pursing an independent journey. valuing your own intuition over any external source. creating safety for yourself.
as i learned about these ideas, i became inspired. a pull to explore my already present understanding.
as this curiosity continued, i saw the ideas come to life in my external world, all emphasized in different aspects of my life, vibrating at their own frequency. this created the opportunity for my own consciousness to understand the depth of these concepts, and how they each related to my life.
as i stayed loyal to these ideas and my own quest for wisdom, the concepts starting coming together. each idea gracefully supported another as i continued to heal my relationship to them. i understood that in order to have acceptance, i must harbor trust in the process of life. in trusting life, i must not hold attachment to the moving parts of the external world, rather be in a state of gratitude for the lessons i am learning and the gifts i am receiving in the present. this allows me to release my grasp on the desire to control life, for i trust the continuation.
this was scary at first, because i could only handle processing one concept at a time. this proved life's essence to me. so beautifully, these pivotal ideas came together, showing the truth of oneness. my relationships began to bleed together, every side of me interacted and found safety in one another. nothing to hide.
to sustain, i return to the trust of preservation. remembering who i truly am and following my hearts desire. releasing resistance and letting my whole self dance with life, with no separation.
why i chose to share this story is that i want to capture the theme of everything coming together.
imagery interpretation: i had been experiencing a volume of different vortexs. each withholding it's own story, emotions, and patterns. i took time to observe these each in their own light and learn immense depth about myself-enlightening, darkening, and necessary. as i relied on my inner strength, these vortexs became more comfortable with themselves and their existence in my psyche. this allows for love to be made, shame to dissolve, and new processes and ideas to be born.
i feel an intense level of synchronicity in my life. unity on a new level of understanding. trust that everything in your life does make sense. the reason you feel certain ways about things, what you are attracted to and in what way, what your deepest life desire is, what hurts you, what you crave, what you miss, what you love. it is all an essential part of your own being, and you need to be fearless in your exploration.
we all see things in ourselves that we may not want to see, but in reality those hold our deepest desires. real beauty and purity comes from a place of total acceptance and surrender. we are not here to be perfect, we are here to be real. real does not hide. and neither should you.
you will ALWAYS have yourself (universe), and when you begin to trust that that relationship is all you need, you will be presented with the most genuine enhancements to your life.
ok well wow if you read this thank you and i have the deepest hope that you found something that resonated. no matter where you are, what you feel, let your light shine. be you and be true. allow yourself to receive the blessings of the universe. they're endless.
until next time xxxoooxxxo